Just a little anecdote for everyone feeling uneasy. I had my old boss write one of my recommendations, a very well-respected producer(this is not a brag it didn't help all that much). When I asked him to write it for me he was he asked me to heavily weigh the reasons I wanted to go to film school. As a film school grad himself, he saw the merit in the guidance, structure, and resources grad schools provide but knew that it was expensive and that more so that any degree it was the work that you created. Grad schools can provide a great place to create that, but that doesn't mean you can't do it on your own. He told me it's not the right path for everybody. If I had said one thing about being in it for prestige or as an attempt to legitimize myself as a filmmaker I don't think he would have written it. There are countless filmmakers who never went to film school, Kubrick, PTA, etc. We are not trying to be Doctors or Lawyers. There is no degree or test requirement. I know it's extremely hard. I told myself I wasn't going to angst anymore and I'm still here. This is not crushing your dreams. It is just more motivation to continue to work on your craft. Sorry if this sounded preachy just trying to help.