Getting into UCLA would have made life so much easier, no choices, just go.
I'm with you there...this past year-and-a-half I had been dreaming of UCLA, but now I am just confused and really stressed. My biggest fear is realizing I made the wrong choice on the first week of school and then going back to CC and trying to transfer next year, lol. Then coming back on this site for '11 transfers
Ideally, I would get "production" at CSULB, but if I went there, I wouldn't dorm, and I don't like driving 1.5-2 hours each day(because of traffic). Plus, the fact that I'd let money dictate my education frustrates me (it's only 5k a year!!!)
I really wish both schools would be more specific as opposed to being vague in their course outlines.
This kind of helped me, but just list out the things that you really want out of college and then pick the college that matches up the most with it.
Personally, I want:
1. Equipment. Lots of it. I am extremely self-motivated and I genuinely enjoy shooting, editing, recording sound, writing, etc, so getting "taught" stuff like this isn't that big a deal since I learn better by hand.
2. Freedom to work and not being tied down creatively.
3. Access to internships.
4. College experience - independence, meeting new people, having fun, finding inspiration, learning new things, etc.
5. A film/media related job on the side (cameraman, grip, editor at a local tv station or something) that would teach me and give me something I can put on my resume.
6. Film Festivals to apply to!
CSULB gives me: 1, 3, possibly 5, and 6
UCSD gives me: 1, 2, 4, and possibly 3
UCSB gives me: 1, 2, 3, 4, possibly 5, and 6
While it seems UCSB is leading me, UCSD offers more classes as opposed to UCSB's "one-production class requirement", plus, they have one of the top theatre departments in the nation (so getting actors won't be a problem).
I am getting really angry now! I really just want to submit my SIR and so I can relax.