Hi all,
I received the email for Production/Directing on the 5th and I've really just been full of emotions ever since.
First I told my wife and we sat quietly and talked for awhile, then I called my Mom and Dad back home in Washington- I let all friends know etc. It was a proud moment.
But then it started to feel really heavy, and then I asked myself: Is it pivotal? Is it not? We're just a bunch of people in love with telling stories and making pretty pictures set to music. Right? We're just a bunch of weirdos who see the world for its stories, idiosyncrasies, and beauty- what's the big deal? Why the riggamarolle? The clout?
Honestly, the reason I got into it in the first place was for the glam of it back in high school. But that wears out fast, and what's made me stay in it, for the last six years, is the music of it, the stories and conflicts, the great ideas etc.
And this thing, though awesome, in some ways puts me back into the glam-mode. The reality of it, I mean UCLA, it's one of the best film schools in the country. Man, it's a big deal. If I get in, I might, in a moment of weakness, walk around like I'm a big deal. But I'm not: I'm a weirdo.
I see myself in a room with a couple of cool and collected film people while I'm totally nervous and blowing the opportunity to work with other great artists and make friends and create. Then what do I do?
I don't want it to effect me so much if I don't get in, but I'd also like to give myself a fair shot. So after ALL THAT exposition, and you should know I'm not the best verbal communicator:
What's it like? For those of you who've already scheduled and had your UCLA interviews? Any sort of info would be helpful. I sincerely hope to meet some of you there. And I'll work your projects...if you work on mine.
Thank you very much,
Phil